This morning I was studying the scriptures about happiness,
and I read 1 Nephi 8:10. “And it came to pass that
I beheld a tree, whose fruit was desirable to make one happy.”
Now, we all know Nephi sees the
interpretation of his father’s dream and that the fruit of that tree is the
Love of God. I started to think about this happiness, this fruit, this love.
My husband has a little orchard.
It’s a baby orchard, and this is the first year we will have any fruit. But we
do! And there are some fruits out there right now, just waiting to be picked.
Pomegranates, apples, and such.
It occurred to me that I ought
to think of Lehi’s dream fruit like that—just there, waiting. I can go pick it
or not. But it’s ready anytime I want it. It won’t pick itself. And it won’t
force itself to be tasted, but it’s ready. It’s available. It’s delicious.
All my life as I’ve studied
Lehi’s vision, I’ve thought of those different groups on the pathway to the
Tree of Life. Many are “pressing forward.” And it seems like it’s taking them a
lot of effort to cling to that rod. And then, of course, there are groups that
don’t make it.
When I put myself into this
vision, I’d always ask, “Am I clinging to the rod? Am I on that path?” or
various questions about whether I was dipping my toe in the filthy water or
getting blinded by the mists or heeding the sneers of the people in the great
and spacious building across the way. Oh, how I hoped I was on that path! I
just desperately wanted to move toward that love.
Someday, I thought. Someday!
However, when I looked again, I
realized Lehi called to his family, and Sariah and Nephi and Sam came
immediately. They ate right away. There was no implication that the iron rod
that led to the tree was a thousand miles long, a lifetime long.
This morning, it occurred to me.
I’m not on that path.
I’m already at the tree. I have
TASTED that fruit! In fact, I’ve been at the tree for a LONG time. I’ve been
tasting the fruit, sharing it with my family, trying to share it with the
people over whom I have stewardship in church callings and things. Yeah, I’m
still clinging to the iron rod of God’s word—trying to, at least. And there are
still dangers even once you reach the tree. We just need to keep eating it, and
let it, as Alma taught in Alma
Anyway, maybe my problem with
hesitation to share the gospel, to holler out to others to come and taste the
fruit is this mental image of where I placed myself: on the path. But mentally
I need to get off the path. Recognize
that I’m at the tree, and we can all be—right away.
It’s time to go invite my dear
ones to come and taste.
